Life went well….under the haze of principles set by motive of excellence and uniqueness. The optimistic phase ran….stretched….maybe too far. “I’ll do it for something/ someone” was hated and replaced with “I’ll do it for myself….” The whole character was put into constraints leading to achievement of intelligent, maverick, strong, to sum up, an ideal being.
What did it achieve?? What did it create?? A lonely monster with infinite capability and vision rendered useless due to neglect, apathy and incompetence. The monster learnt the effects of” Doing things for himself”, nobody gave a shit.
This was the outcome of a beast that believed in ethics and excellence, followed them and hoped that Karma exists. The only returns were being pushed into an abyss of confusion, frustration and loneliness.
He still has a core inside him. A core that still tells him “Don’t ask why, ask how….”.This core brought him to where he is. Now he ponders whether he should step down from where he is or climb out of it…..
He keeps roaming the land….the core still driving him….looking for something…..something with a core like his….he roams the land looking for his kind….he knows there are millions out there….so far they are still looking for each other….
-Sagar Bhale
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